I know it's already Friday again.
It means that tomorrow I could go somewhere else around evening or in the night.
That time I could refresh my mind. No pressure, no time to get rush, nothing just enjoy the moment..
Well what could I say, this whole week its very fast to passed by. Everyone come and leave on my mind, phsically they're in front of me but after they move across my mind...
Even last night..I know again that look, yes I feel it too. Until you said something that seems nothing (is it?or only my mind tells bout that), but the effect was left until the previous second right before I type this word. Everytime I moved...side by side,you chased me with your eyes. You said something bout my hair, I know it's a big "bull$&**" but you keep saying that, so what do you expected? Just a big smile and saying thak you. No........I know I couldn't hide from my face. Yes..I was happy to heard bout that, so?there's nothing wrong with that.
Yeahh but it just look stupid thing that came out from my heart to my head.Oh GOD not again, something started with the way you didin't axpected sometime will end the way that you don't expected too.
In fact I've got two good news this week, my bestfriend found the way how they can sharing their love to someone that their choose to be cloose to their life. Not so dramatically but just flow like a river (it was they said to me. "It's a choice,Nat!!Being love and to love somebody is a choice on your life...")I heard bout this all the time, not only someone who had ever gave his heart to mine, but from the movie or a book..or anyone could say that. Theorically is easy to said bout that (ups I remember the moment I said the same way too, to my friend...but practically No..it's hard to do that.
I know it's just like a sad song that repeated all the time when you're sad.
It seems so completely hard to do and to understand if you have a lot of choice, but eventually when you don't have that choice too...you're getting grumbling..and wants to run away bout this.
Feel's free it's not only the way to release all the things..
ARgghhhh Friday thanx God you've came , so I could refresh my mind for being a logic girl from what I had in my mind now.
